SEND ME LORD!!!!

Obviously with the huge caps for this blog title Send Me Lord indicates there is a big huge blog post that I am going to give to you to read right? Well you are correct if you guessed yes. I traveled to an M-Fuge lifeway camp in the upstate in South Carolina and I experienced Life in a mighty and powerful way this past week. People who know me, know that I want to know what my future will hold for me, who I'm gonna marry, what kind of car I'm going to drive, what kind of Job I'm going to have. It is pretty clear to me that this life is totally and completely in vain. This life is only temporary, It is quite amazing to me that God called me this summer to be a minister to a group of students this summer to spread light and love and Joy into their hearts, and I believe God has done that. Most people that know me that I may not appear to be someone to take serious, or oh well Michael is just a push over and he's not gonna do, or what ever, listen even as I type these words onto this internet site. You can go ahead and put your money into the bank onto this statement. I AM NOT THE SAME. My fellow students that will see me this semester is going to see a totally different Michael, people who are going to see me are going to see a Michael that is compassionate, more loving, more caring, more serving, more mature, more serious about his faith, more serious about ministering to others around me. As I prepare for another year at NGU, I am totally and completely fired up because people are going to see me as one they can lean to for prayer, concern, people need Jesus now than they ever have. I have no idea what God is going to do with me after NGU, I have no clue what the future is going to hold, but rest assured that people will see a Rom. 12:2 Michael, people are going to see someone who is definitely more mission minded. I am so sick and tired of people not standing up for Jesus, taking that next step of faith, not being Rom 5. that talks about faith produces perserverence and other things that, that chapter talks about. God I don't care about my life anymore, for it is in your hands. Use me for the nations, so that people might come to know you. Help me to take that next step of faith.... I AM NOT THE SAME.