Ok so I definitely have not written anything in a very long time, but if people are getting tired of seing just the random blog post from 3 or 4 months ago, I'd figure I would give you guys an update of what is going on in my life. Well, this semester I have to tell you has been probably the most stressful semester for me. 19 credit hours, I am getting way more involved in the mass communications department at my school. I am going to a conference next year in Tennessee to compete in a movie challenge competition to hopefully provide more equipment for our department. Time has flown buy so much since I've been back at school. I can honestly say though that I have gone through the worst spiritual battle ever as well. I have been fighting with so many things and scheduling conflicts and trying to turn in assignments on time and doing the assignments well and not just settling for mediocrity. I know that God has an awesome plan for me but I have gotten to the point where I have gotten way too impatient and I am going insane to know what His plan is for me. I know what you might be thinking as far as a passage of scripture for me which would be Jeremiah 29:11 which is a fantastic verse don't get me wrong, but I have heard it over and over and over. I know God has a plan for me and I need to seek it out and continue to strive for that plan that He has for me. I have been through just like of stress which in turn into a little bit of depression, and I think for the most part I have always had some form of depression, but it's not taking over my life thank God, but I know that in the end, everything is going to work out for what God wants and desires but sometimes I almost feel like, well, am I doing what God is wanting me to do, which in turn, turns into spiritual, emotional, and physical conflict. My mind honestly just flows from one idea to the next, it's almost like my soul has been restless this entire semester of college. I have so many questions and so many things that I have become way too concerned about it instead of just being a college student and just enjoy life one day at a time. I also have been dealing with family issues as well and people who know my family know exactly what's going on so I will leave it at that. Sometimes I just wish God would just wake my family up and realize what they are doing and just be the people that God has called them to be just like God has called all of us to be vessels for Him. Other than that, I have learned a lot this semester about who I am as a person and that life is just crazy, people are crazy, not all, but some haha. Life has definitely put me in a world wind with so much school work this semster and that I still have so many dead lines to meet. Next semester will be the same for me as well because of the credit hours I have to complete and so that I can graduate next December if the Lord willing. Overall, God has been so good and so faithful to me. I just pray that He will continue to sustain me and give me strength to get through this last 3 weeks of school before a nice long winder Holiday. To all who read this: Don't give up. Take one day at a time. Keep striving for perfection and keep fighting for Jesus! Love to all,
Michael Rom: 12:2
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