So a couple of weeks ago, I shared with you some of my feelings regarding about this semester and how the Holy Spirit was really tugging at me when I felt like I was basically ignoring the Holy Spirit and how my soul was almost restless. After being home for a couple of days now, I have had the opportunity to really reflect on who I truly am as a follower of Christ. To be perfectly honest, I was very well into a state of depression. I felt like the world was against me, I had all of these emotions running wild around my mind. My reasoning for that is God is trying to get my attention. I almost had this everyone needs to feel sorry for Michael kind of feelings. Well, I am here to tell you I do not request that you feel sorry for me because it was all just petty stuff that I got over. Now with that being said, I want to go back into the actual title of my post, Still being transformed. I think every Christian or non-christian alike goes through changes, obviously bodily, some mentally, some spiritually, some emotionally. I can honestly say that I was so worried and so caught up on trying to finish this semester strong, which I did by the way by the Grace of God. I wanted to also know how I was going to graduate by next Dec. after moving my major for the FOURTH TIME. I wanted to know who I am supposed to be with for the rest of my life. I wanted to know what my future career is going to look like and all of these future things that every young single guy or girl is going through. It's funny how God can sometimes get your attention. Matthew 6:34 is a passage that I read through a daily email bible passage. It's funny how God reveals things to ya even through an email. "Do not WORRY about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about its self, Each day will have enough trouble of its own." Basically, God has been speaking to me and has said, MICHAEL you are SO hard-headed. I am in control man!! Don't worry about who you are going to marry, or what you are going to do down the road in life. Let me take care of that!!! I figured that out this weekend after seing and meeting some of the most incredible people this past weekend and meeting some new friendships that I want to put my time into. If this is you right now, I know where you are and I have gone down this road WITH YOU!. Trust me, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. We all just need to be still and let God do the work!! God is still transforming me... let him do the same for you....
Michael
Rom. 12:2
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